i'm here to WHINE and RANT.
i'm frustrated... and i just feel like yelling... =.=
i've been staring at the same stupid line for the 10th time... reading it over and over again and yet nothing make sense to me...
it's not like it's something hard that requires a lot of understanding... it's just one stupid sentence that is THAT SIMPLE... and why can't it just get processed and stay in my brain? =.=
and this happens to most of the sentences that are in my notes... =.=
thanks to ME who allowed me brain to drift away ALL THE TIME.. *HUGE sigh*
so.. when i can finally concentrate... and understand what i'm studying... i get bored in like 15 minutes... and i'll either start stoning again.. or i'll start playing the stupid games in my handphone... my fave for the time being bomberman... =.= and for your info... i always die by TER-BOMBING myself and i'll start cursing "si gui... wang ba dan... a**hole... zhu tou... zha wa..." great huh?
anyway... after i get frustrated of bomb-ing myself but not my opponents.. i call it quits and try to get back to my notes... since i've just lost bey kam buan-ly.. there's some adrenaline rush.. to keep me focused for another 15 minutes...
then... after the adrenaline is gone... i drift again... and start feeling a bit sleepy...
so i turn on some music... and guess what people...instead of studying...
I START SINGING ALONG... =.=
so.. i tend to repeat the same song over and over and over again... to get myself tired of humming and singing along...
anyway... that will last me longer... 30 minutes i suppose... then i start getting restless again... and i start to think of facebook.. my blog.. and this little voice in me starts saying "maybe i should log in to facebook and try some stupid quizes to make me feel more awake..." "maybe i should go to my blog and see who has updated their blog..." "maybe i should blog about HOW SIEN I AM... "
that will result in me turning ON my computer and be glued to the screen for 30 minutes.. that's minimum... =.= so... finally.. the guilt settles in.. i'll let my lappie sleep and i do some serious studying... rite.. and the cycle repeats itself.. =.=
geng hor? i have only one thing to say... EOS... DIE!!!
"Sometimes... i wish i don't have the ability to feel...
sometimes... i wish things are simpler...
Stand by me... will you?"
=) i'm perfectly fine... no emo.. no nothing... its just something i want to say from the bottom of my heart...
RITE. finished ranting and whining. happy studying people... and to those having exams on monday... jia you... and all the best... looking forward to see ya all in one month's time... =)
-1 Ling-