Blabber. ; )

Now that exams are over... i don't feel like blogging anymore...
but then again... to keep things alive... here i am... XD
Sem 4 EOS ended on thursday with OSCE...
and I have fantastically screw up one of the stations in my OSCE big time...
sigh... anyway... exams havent been all smooth sailing either..
keeping my fingers crossed.. hoping for the best.. =)
haven't been doing a lot of post exam stuff so far... haha..
i don't know... when exams are on... i actually can't wait for them to end...
and now that it's over... i am kinda disoriented.. LOL.. XD
i guess i need to get back to penang.. then i'll feel the fun?
but then again... this time around... not all my best buds are back in penang...
lean xin has got to stay in kl to help out with some research thingy...
chin soon flying off to sabah soon... bernie and min yi is in australia still...
my two favourite hang-out juniors are not in penang either...
i only have the girls with me... but never mind...
we'll figure something out and have some fun... XD
i've watched two movies thus far... Angels and Demons lived up to my expectations...
made me wanna reread the book... XD
Star Trek was funny.. LOL.. perhaps its not supposed to be funny..
but i thought it was funny... =p
i like the dialogues... LOL.. so... andrew.. don't feel bad about it... =)
and.. i'm flying off to Langkawi tommorrow... =D
Sun. Sea. Beach. Breeze. FRIENDS! perfect combo!
So.. till then.. Cya.. =)

-1 Ling-

When You Believe.. =)

"Now we are not afraid... Although we know there's much to fear...

We were moving mountains long... Before we knew we could...

There can be miracles... When you believe...

Though hope is frail.... it's hard to kill...

Who knows what miracles... You can achieve...

When you believe... somehow you will...

You will when you believe.. "

A song i heard the nurses singing today... =)

it just touched me when i heard it.. and the tears just started welling up..

And suddenly.. Kin Man said what i had in mind: " This song sounds so right for us having our eos... " I guess that's true? =)

-07052009. 0705. A scene i looked up to see when i'm going through my pharm anal notes two hours before exam. =) -

Somehow.. Eos always has the ability to drain me... to plunge my mood... to make me lose faith and will... to just wanna give up...haha... damn.. i sound so pathetic..

Anyway... there's always stuff to keep me going... to help me through this..

when i'm weak and lost.. and for that... i feel blessed... =)

Thankew people.. Even though its just words.. Even though its just a smile...

A message from papa to be shared =)

" Have faith as faith can move mountains.. "

4 down.. 4 more to go... Jia you people.. =)

by the way.. guess what? this is my 100th post... =D perfect timing or what? XD

-1 Ling-

Med chem made me homesick. RITE. =.=

Was at starbucks for the whole day today...

not to chill but to study...

and for the whole day... i kept thinking of home... CRAP..

When we were having dinner at pappa rich,

the cafe was playing this song that mum once taught me how to sing...

"Lord I'm one.. lord I'm two.. lord I'm three..

lord I'm four.. Lord I'm 500 miles.. away from home.. "

such GREAT timing..

and then...

it played another one..

this time.. it's dad's all time singing aloud fave...

"Country roads.. Take me home.. To the place... I belong.."

Coincidence or what? =.=

and then back at starbucks.. when i was so ENGROSSED in tetracyclines...

i saw this family of four walking in.. and they just sat and chilled while having coffee..

it just reminds me of how mum and dad, han and i used to have dinner together and how we would go for coffee and just talk... shit.. i hate to admit this.. but i miss home... =(

So yeah.. tetracyclines.. It needs four rings to exhibit activity.. ring C cannot be aromatized if not activity is lost... C-5 is to improve pharmacokinetic properties... C-7 if added with an electron withdrawing group or electron donating group will enhance activity.. C-6 uhmm... if OH is removed, more acid stable... correct ar? whatever... =.= now that i have vague memory of tetracyclines.. i think i've forgotten about aminoglycosides... =( oh med chem...

Maybe.. Med chem made me miss home. RITE. CRAP.

signing off. nitez.

-1 Ling-

Hearts to Notes.

As exam draws nearer.

As stress level increases linearly.

The picture tells it all.

Hang in there B107. =)

And good luck to those already having exams.

-1 Ling-

Bubble Bath. XD

Call me lame but i find this actually funny... XD

at least it helped me chill when i was frust... =D

I found this small dog key chain of mine a bit dirty...

so i've decided to give it a bubble bath... =p

and it turns out it looks cute uhm... bathing... XD

-1 Ling-

Whiny me. =.=

i'm here to WHINE and RANT.
i'm frustrated... and i just feel like yelling... =.=
i've been staring at the same stupid line for the 10th time... reading it over and over again and yet nothing make sense to me...
it's not like it's something hard that requires a lot of understanding... it's just one stupid sentence that is THAT SIMPLE... and why can't it just get processed and stay in my brain? =.=
and this happens to most of the sentences that are in my notes... =.=
thanks to ME who allowed me brain to drift away ALL THE TIME.. *HUGE sigh*
so.. when i can finally concentrate... and understand what i'm studying... i get bored in like 15 minutes... and i'll either start stoning again.. or i'll start playing the stupid games in my handphone... my fave for the time being bomberman... =.= and for your info... i always die by TER-BOMBING myself and i'll start cursing "si gui... wang ba dan... a**hole... zhu tou... zha wa..." great huh?
anyway... after i get frustrated of bomb-ing myself but not my opponents.. i call it quits and try to get back to my notes... since i've just lost bey kam buan-ly.. there's some adrenaline rush.. to keep me focused for another 15 minutes...
then... after the adrenaline is gone... i drift again... and start feeling a bit sleepy...
so i turn on some music... and guess what people...instead of studying...
I START SINGING ALONG... =.=
so.. i tend to repeat the same song over and over and over again... to get myself tired of humming and singing along...
anyway... that will last me longer... 30 minutes i suppose... then i start getting restless again... and i start to think of facebook.. my blog.. and this little voice in me starts saying "maybe i should log in to facebook and try some stupid quizes to make me feel more awake..." "maybe i should go to my blog and see who has updated their blog..." "maybe i should blog about HOW SIEN I AM... "
that will result in me turning ON my computer and be glued to the screen for 30 minutes.. that's minimum... =.= so... finally.. the guilt settles in.. i'll let my lappie sleep and i do some serious studying... rite.. and the cycle repeats itself.. =.=
geng hor? i have only one thing to say... EOS... DIE!!!

"Sometimes... i wish i don't have the ability to feel...

sometimes... i wish things are simpler...

Stand by me... will you?"

=) i'm perfectly fine... no emo.. no nothing... its just something i want to say from the bottom of my heart...

RITE. finished ranting and whining. happy studying people... and to those having exams on monday... jia you... and all the best... looking forward to see ya all in one month's time... =)

-1 Ling-

Ice-cream. XD

I just have the sudden craving for ICE-CREAMS

even though i had quite a lot of them during the weekends.

rite. studying always make me crave for random stuffs. =.=

so... can i have some ice-cream... pleaaaassseeeee?
those people who said i can't at facebook,

I DON'T CARE... i'm getting ice cream FIRST THING TOMMORROW!!

owhkay. maybe not first thing. second thing? after breakfast? =D

now that i've finished ranting,

back to studying and dreaming of ice-creams.

=p

-1 Ling-